Tuesday April 21 2009

The problems of life are all outside of oneself. It would seem that one needs to correct whatever it is that seems to be the problem. The problem of businesses and business. To be alive is all one can really do. I see the screen's flicker rate right now as I type this first entry into this website. My connections in the West have failed me. 

At the moment of death I will find myself alone with no one anyway. I have searched my whole life for a woman with whom it could work out. My latest girlfriend in Los Angeles was a supreme let down. The wind blows from the West today -almost in opposition of the journey I must take. Life is dynamic and changing everyday, yet the system in place does not yield. Authorities keep punishing the supposed wrongdoers -yea right, forgive those who tresspass against us. People recite these prayers and yet societies actions do not match most preachings of any religious teachings.

Supermarkets hold the food and you can have as much as you can buy and store. Yet there is an employee of the state who monitors people leaving the park to see if they have caught too many fish.

Looking outside only leads to more disgust and disappointment. People causing each other stuggle, strife, and more problems. Yet people causing relief and encouragement to people as well. The problem is that this age is defined by the greedy, angry, and the ignorant. That is the two thirds tendency of this 2009.

People are swinging metal sticks at balls seemingly enjoying their lives. They can do it again and again. The concession hotty driving by with an appetite for sex in her eyes. The black bikini'd young wife sunning herself with no expression at all and her rude husband in Tuesday's hot tub. The winds of change buffet the Southern Coast of the Redneck Riviera.

The problem is that God is seen outside of ones life. Or that the binding cohesive power of life itself is mistaken for something material and authoratative. What if there were no laws? What if there was no human accountability anymore. What if it was left up to LIFE itself to remedy its maladies. Well, I think this to be true anyway apart from the rotten business of men and women. What if humans were not allowed to tell anyone what to do? What would the falsely educated people do with themselves.