October 10, 2007

Wednesday Morning.. The epitome of dissatisfaction in this society. I am really tired of this place -so much so now. What is my life without the SGI? What do I do with this life? The how and what to do. She only increases my misery and my paranoia. Her fears and everything that has been done to both of us in our own country -what a fucking rip off... Searching for someone to blame for this rotten state of affairs I'm in. The same old story over and over again. My life has been crap jobs mostly. The teasing of this universe. The constant promise of its delivery of something grand is always a sham. Having lost my voice and my cause picking up faiths that fail...

Ode to a Mexican Prostitute. Feeling washed up and dead for without support my life has failed. What a crappy father...