Woture 

There have been quite a few Marys who've appeared along the way. Once, while working as a therapist, I stepped into the massage room area at 9PM about to work on a client.

I had the feeling that the girl I had brought up from Mexico was giving her client a hand job in the adjacent room. She said to me that night,

"Whatever happens, don't listen to any of these bitch therapists here."

Into the waiting room area I went and suddenly the folding door whipped open to what was Mary's room and quickly behind her it closed. To my surprise she was up in my space as if she were the most caring and devoted lover I'd known. She was hugging me with her breasts pressed up against me and her left leg entangled with mine.

I felt nervous and strange. Why was this gorgeous Mary doing this to me right there at work just in front of the door of my so-called grilfriend.

I had not lost faith in my Mexican Girl, and so I stepped back away from Mary though I wished she was my girlfriend at that moment. In that moment she seemed to be the woman of my dreams. She conveyed in one body motion just how she loved me -my eyeballs just inches from her beautiful brown eyes. Then I wondered and had to justify in some way why Mary had done that to me. I presumed she too was a whore and had just gotten all worked up in her session with some dude and I happened to catch the left overs of her commercial taunting.

My Mexican girl was starting to act quite different. She was really using the cell phone I gave her and finding many new men to use in love starved Bay Area America. She had John who was insisting on hiring her as much as she could get away. This used to be sex that was overflowing for me -she always wanted it, yet, now as we slept in the spa that night she wanted to sleep in seperate beds because she wasn't getting what she wanted -a real place to live.

I couldn't find the motivation to find another place with this woman while my growing suspicions brought forth more evidence of her sleeping with my guitarist at the time who we called Ogre. Ogre flaunted his door knocker piercing installed in his dick and the Mex even went for that -behind my back of course. If it was sneeky and underhanded, it only turned those two on even more.

I'm generally happy though complex and moody. People say I'm funny and I always seem to have a good time with whoever I'm with, yet I have not found the sweet, sexy, wonderful companion to take evening walks sharing the incredible  I've got long hair and am a bit scruffy -though I can also be clean cut sometimes. I'm 420 friendly -yet alcohol I don't really want the effects of too much more of that particular poison...

I would rather replace it with excellent kisses and italian soda water... Pickin up paddling too...

beachwalks... dinner. Ok, I'm drifting...

I'm looking for a special woman who understands the false roles which have been laid upon men and women. I'm interested in someone who is capable of supporting the immense and hilariously awesome life I have for all its joys and sorrows.

best wishes, love, light, and kisses

E

People are always saying I should be a stand up comedian, an actor, or they always see me as a success. I inspire people to be what they wish they could be.

I'm generally happy though complex and moody. People say I'm funny and I always seem to have a good time with whoever I'm with, yet I have not found the sweet, sexy, wonderful companion to take evening walks sharing the incredible  I've got long hair and am a bit scruffy -though I can also be clean cut sometimes. I'm 420 friendly -yet alcohol I don't really want the effects of too much more of that particular poison...

I would rather replace it with excellent kisses and italian soda water... Pickin up paddling too...

beachwalks... dinner. Ok, I'm drifting...

I'm looking for a special woman who understands the false roles which have been laid upon men and women. I'm interested in someone who is capable of supporting the immense and hilariously awesome life I have for all its joys and sorrows.

best wishes, love, light, and kisses

E