things you don't know the answers

times  roll on and the old soul wonders what to do with this life

she feels uncertainty from me

fleeting judgements and decision

a smell of the past haunts the present

what to do in the culture and this time

to keep this level up

to hire this high without lie

stomach burns from cheap vodka

company or none

yet it is not on my level

so I'm not on the level

select a bevel

this painful mission goes on and on

the training is not known

everyone gives me carte blanche

yet I feel the frustration building

communicating things I don't know